I wish i could wake up and care,

Wake up from this nightmare.

I wish i could smile,

For a long while.

I wish i could be happy,

Without constently feeling crappy.

About all my mistakes,

Stop crying lakes.

I'm living behind a mask,

It's hell of a task.

To keep hiding this,

Constantly feeling like piss.

Because i'm broken inside,

All i want to do is hide..

Cause' i'm crashing, burning.

Going threw all this shit, without learning.

Without learning a single thing,

So someone please, carry me under your wing.

So someone, please.

Help me feel at ease.

Help me get threw this dark time,

Help me bite threw the lime.

I'm living behind a mask,

It's hell of a task.

To keep hiding this,

Constantly feeling like piss.

Because i'm broken inside,

All i want to do is hide..

After all thise years of feeling this way,

I'm the one who have to pay.

Pay for my pain,

Blood pumping faster in my vain.

Because, each time i breath,

My body produces heat.

To keep me warm,

But for me it's an alarm.

Because, my body is cold.

My heart filled with mold.

My eyes looking around,

Feeling scared from any sound.
 

I'm living behind a mask,

It's hell of a task.

To keep hiding this,

Constantly feeling like piss.

Because i'm broken inside,

All i want to do is hide..

Suffering from borderline,

All i can do is whine.

Suffering from PTSD,

Suffering from ADHD.

Suffering from all thise and more,

I'm fucked up down to the core.